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Little Death

by Keith Rowley

 

     
 
Humanity's long love affair with alcohol leaves none of us untouched, whether by the social consequences or the impact on our personal lives through a closer association.
I have certainly consumed a good deal more than my 'fair share' over the past thirty five years. Curiously, my mind has always remained dichotomized, one half remaining aloof from the deep depressions and raving 'highs’ alcohol can induce, the other knowingly immersing itself in the chemically wrought emotions that inevitable emerge through the neural effects of this drug. These two intellectual centers actually speak with each other at times. Anyway, here's the product of my latest hangover...




Listless dregs of a dying soul

Flayed and abused by the poisons of life

Rancid cloyed steam of  wet tumor, red coals

Cold vapor of ruin, of horror, of strife

 

Fearful shadows of pain and of  blight

Crystallized steel at the blade of the knife

Cracked voices that howl at the edge of the night

Come death! Blessed cure for the torment of life

 

Noxious the odor of  long rotted thoughts

Their ragged wet fibers I’ll weave as a shroud

A fine garment of death for the pilgrim we bought

The evil in flesh who speaks now aloud

 

See! See the pained glory of  meat in the pot

A huddle of monkeys brings blade to the flesh

In rank concentration against god do they plot

Their dark chthonic spells our souls do enmesh

 

Of blood and of semen and spears and of gold

Of rapine and murder and ships and of gales

Of shouts to great Zeus on the breath of the bold

Of these things are wrought all of humankind’s tales

 

Within the tight coffin of life  we are caught

Shut off from the icy cool dark of night’s hell

With only one thing can our freedom be bought

Flow blood! Cease Heart! I relinquish the shell

 

The dregs of my mind tore open the rift

Compelled and stirred up by a surfeit of beer

My mind to my demons I made as a gift

Leaving me lost, deluded, quite queer.

 






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